OK, I've been tagged, so I guess I'll go ahead and do it. lol
The rules are as follows:
You need to list five odd, random, strange FACTS about you. And then once that is finished you need to tag 5 different people and leave comments on their xanga telling them that they were tagged, and to read the rules on your xanga. Then list the 5 people you tagged.
facts...
1. My number one dream is to walk the red carpet of a premier of a movie that I created.
2. I like to clean my toenails. I know it sounds gross, but I hate to see them dirty, seriously like I hate seeing my toenails dirty more than my fingernails. I don't know why.
3. My biggest pet peeve is people who are too serious, and also people who are to wild (immature). I love people who know when to be serious but can also have a good time, without ruining it for everybody
4. I pray every night that I figure out what I'm supposed to do with my life. You know, my purpose. Whether it be to join the Peace Corps or to make a world changing documentary.
5. Last one hmmm...I've had the same crush since I was five. I know that may sound a little childish but ya know, how many people can say they have felt the same way about a crush since they were in kindergarten? I know this is a little bit of a reach but I recently learned something about Love. That it scientifically is proven to be complete chemistry. Honest to goodness love is an actual chemical that passes from one person to the next and creates all the feelings that we call Love. However; it does diminish after about 2 to 3 years. That is when the real test of Love comes in. hm, 5 yrs of age to 18 yrs of age. Why the hell aren't I in Chicago! LOL.
OK, I've tagged:
Lecia
Sandy
Dave
Emily
and....
you know what, I'm only doing four cause everyone else on my list has been tagged so...lol there ya go.
Anyways, my comments have made me also think about something else. I have finally figured out the difference between lust and love. For many I know it is fuzzy, and of course this is my own definition, there is no clear cut one but anyways ok....
Lust-it is genuine attraction, it is physical, there is care for one another. But, it is selfish. It is still individual rather then becoming one.
Love-The same except it is selflessness. You let go of your self, you open your mind only to the needs of your partner. When you truly love someone, you can let them go, when you know it is best for them.Because when you are truly in love you only want their happiness and you care nothing for your own. It is important that you be happy, yes, but seeing the other succeed and have a happy life, and find the love they want, that creates your happiness. That is genuine, honest to goodness, hardcore, true love. When you let someone go and not let them go at the exact same time. True love changes your life...and someone elses.
I do believe there is lustful-love, yes it is an oxymoron, but it's a selfish love. You can love someone truly madly deeply, and not want to let them go, it's not to say that it's bad but it can't be soul mate kind of love, when it is not selfless.
Anyways, I know many won't agree with me, and that's fine, I just felt like sharing something I have been thinking a lot about lately.
Cheers
Slie | 
